I spiraled in a world of other people’s pregnant bellies. I cried over pregnancy announcements. I saw people neglecting their beautiful children. How is this fair. I would do everything by the book. I would be the best mum. Why can’t I get pregnant? And why do other people accidentally get pregnant when they don’t want kids? Why do mum’s that don’t get to keep their kids keep having them? So many questions. Why is the world so unfair? I felt like the skies were never blue anymore. I was under my own giant grey cloud. My tears were the rain.
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I am Lisa, I'm 34 years old and after a really long journey trying to conceive we stumbled across foster care and adoption. I am now the proud adoptive mum to 6 beautiful kids. 2 girls and 4 boys! View more posts